New leaf and flowers

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Thank you for showing some love. There is a park near where I live which I love to go..

Feeling peaceful as coming from our right hemisphere brain is not always difficult when we are at a quiet and beautiful place. Yet, I think we ourselves have to also find the beauty in those little things we come across everyday too.

Even if it means you have to stand alone

Stop to ask will everything I’ve done will worth it in the end .. And the voice inside me is also getting confused. That’s why it’s good not to make decision when you are tired, sad, or not in the right state of mind.

I’m not belong to the majority anymore here is what I am feeling right now.. I’m so tired today and I really can’t think right.. So I hope if you too are tired, remember that it’s temporary.. That positive feeling will come back again.. Fighting!

I believe it will worth it in the end for those who really care and take you as who you are..

It’s confusing, misleading, uncertain, lots of doubts, lots of fear, may be a few falls and darkness, but never ever give up. For yourself and this beautiful world. Please don’t give up!!

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Someone in a different world

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this is life!! It could be full of uncertainty and fear but if u give up, it will forever be a mystery… Don’t do that to people who care about u even though They don’t say it like ur family or your friends… It make us sad and come up with lots of *what if* so for once please!!!

Specially dedicated to someone who could have never read it but was a good friend to us, great photographer and creative designer. I don’t know why you left us. And because it’s this sudden we could never guessed what have gone wrong. Please rest in peace.

After the rain

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*never take anything for granted* we all knows this already, but the ideas of something that we loves could be gone in seconds just never really so convincing.

This tree was a Sakura tree and the flowers were absolutely stunning… And that house with purple flower used to be full of dying weeds. I don’t particularly like the rain because going anywhere is not easy with pouring drops. Then it just happens that because of this rain, that’s why everything turns green again. And instead of a scary abandoned house, it was fully decorated with purple flower and green plants. It’s funny as everything could bring out all the different perspectives to each of us. Until then, I’m hoping for the best.

Ishinomaki city view in the morning

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I was there in March 2013 for two days volunteering doing gardening for a community centre house which used to be a ward office.

This was one of the places worse hit by tsunami after a 9.0 magnitude earthquake on March 11th, 2011.

That I look at it that morning, the calm and see-through ocean water, beautiful green mountains all around; couldn’t really believe that was the place it has happened.

It’s spring again

May be that’s what make it so unique since they only bloom in spring and lasted only for two weeks or so before those Sakura flowers fly away through the wind.

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Near my house, just a five minute walk away, there is a very long and beautiful park along the Arakawa river with rows of cherry blossom trees. I could see those tree change from orange and red color in Autumn to The leafless trees in winter and all whitey during spring. Quite spectacular as seasons change. I hope you love them as much as I do

At the train station today

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It usually gets very crowded on Friday night because it’s the last day of the week and they tend to go to their favorite places and come back at very similar times from 9 p.m or so. It’s so crowded that each time they hop on or hop off, the train also moves along with them.

Today I was not very happy with a man who seemed to hold on to my bag very often, but besides a side glance I didn’t do anything because there was no much space. Then some people hop off and I could turn my back and fully met his face. That’s when i realized something. I hadn’t been pleased with that man who actually cannot see. I’m really sorry I didn’t fully understand his situation. So I moved aside and gave my place to him.
So my reminder for today is I should look at the situation as a whole, put myself in their shoes, before getting upset with anyone.